Wednesday, September 23, 2009
My father is coming to visit on Friday.
The other night I got so caught up in over-thinking it all, I soon had stomach cramps just from anxiousness. I just don't know what is going to happen once he's here, it will be the first time my mother would have seen him since what happened.
I'm still not over what happened, it still upsets me, but at least I got to talk out what I was feeling. It helped a lot. I am still getting used to actually saying what I'm thinking/feeling around family instead of continuing to pretend I'm totally fine. It's a weight off my shoulders to not have to pretend.
