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Monday, October 5, 2009
I'm feeling really low today. Strange dreams overnight have left me thrown, and I have headphones on to drown out the silence, to stop myself from thinking of things I shouldn't.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009
My father is coming to visit on Friday. 

The other night I got so caught up in over-thinking it all, I soon had stomach cramps just from anxiousness. I just don't know what is going to happen once he's here, it will be the first time my mother would have seen him since what happened. 

I'm still not over what happened, it still upsets me, but at least I got to talk out what I was feeling. It helped a lot. I am still getting used to actually saying what I'm thinking/feeling around family instead of continuing to pretend I'm totally fine. It's a weight off my shoulders to not have to pretend.

this is our emergency

Thursday, November 13, 2008
Unfulfillment is killing you
Seems like no one shares the same view
We may have never met but
It might be you who pulls me through

Some of the people I talk to most, and feel the closest to, live far away - either in other states, or other countries. Some I've met, some I haven't, but you all mean the world to me.

I wish you weren't so far away.

♥

bend and not break

Tuesday, November 11, 2008
I am fairly agile
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a smile
And I am so resilient
I recover quickly
I'll convince you soon that I am fine

live the life you dream about

Monday, November 10, 2008
abandon your life for three months.
just disappear.
leave behind everything that keeps you from creating your masterpiece.

- Chuck Palahniuk, Haunted.

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we were meant to be

Dream with your eyes closed
Try and pluck the pearls from your bones

The last two weeks I've mostly listened to Razia's Shadow non-stop. That's exactly what Fueled by Ramen needed, a freaking musical. It's absolutely fantastic.

Featuring guest vocals from Brendon Urie (Panic at the Disco), Greta Salpeter (The Hush Sound), Shawn Harris (The Matches), Dan Young (This Providence), Chris Conley (Say Anything) and Max Bemis (Say Anything), Forgive Durden's latest album is the brainchild of sole remaining member of the band, Thomas Dutton, and was co-written with his brother Paul. With narration throughout the 13-track release, its tells “the story of a world divided in two by the selfish actions of a powerful and egotistical, yet insecure angel. After generations of darkness, the world is eventually brought back together by the love and sacrifice of a couple brave enough to fulfill their destinies.”

It's ambitious, and completely intriguing.

You can buy the album now from the Fueled by Ramen webstore.

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you brighten my life

Some days I really wish there was a rewind button, or a reset button, to start the day all over again, to make it different, to cancel out all the shitty parts.

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